[She was holding onto him as tightly as he her. She didn't know what to do when this was all over, when eventually they had to go home and he wouldn't be there. Not just him, but Jack, the Doctors, the TARDIS, and so many others, but especially Jamie. It hurt, it made a sharp sting in her chest and her eyes clench tight lest they burn from unshed tears. She just held onto him and the rabbit with everything she could. It suddenly felt so unfair, knowing that she might never see him again.
She swallowed around the cry of outrage and sorrow that welled up in her throat to instead whisper:]
[Maybe if they hold tight enough they won't lose anyone else. Or maybe they'll leave to the same place. If only it worked that way - if it did surely other people would have done it by now. Jamie would never let go of the people he cared about most if it did. At least then they'd be together no matter where they went and they won't have to hurt anymore. Not even Jack's words help the hurt of losing someone here.
[She held onto him a bit longer before finally letting go, pulling away only a little bit. She smiled, blushing a bit as she kept a hold on Zena. She was glad to have Jamie, glad to have him a part of her life, just like she was for Sandy and Jack and the Doctor. She was perhaps even more grateful for him in some ways, he was her best friend, he could understand things that others may not. She loved him.]
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She swallowed around the cry of outrage and sorrow that welled up in her throat to instead whisper:]
I'll take the best care of him. I swear.
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He nods into her shoulder.]
I know you will.
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